A diversion from Brooke

So just a small diversion from my current thread of Brooke tunes.

I have come to the conclusion that Christmas shopping is pointless when buying out of obligation. I had fun last weekend buying presents because it really was just about blessing the people I was buying for. But this week and weekend thus far, has just been ... ok, what will I get that they won't feel like the present is worthless???!!!

The female mind, a unique species I am happy (or frustrated) to admit!

It doesn't help that I feel really in limbo at the moment, even my personal trainer noticed how disorganised I was with Christmas ... I only managed to write the majority of my cards on Thursday ... yes, Thursday. She just looked at me and said that it was really uncharacteristic for me ... with everything that's going on, it actually doesn't surprise me :p!

I noticed today while driving (after sleeping for at least 9 hours) that I'm actually really tired all the time again - with sleep or without sleep. Will keep a check on this, don't particularly wish for the glandular fever to rear its ugly head again. Having it in 2004 was more than enough to deal with!

So another Christmas rolls around and this year, I'm really just holding on tight to God. Have not felt this empty ... well don't recall ever feeling this empty and distant ... when I am at my weakest He is at His strongest ... this I must ALWAYS remember!!!