我不明白

Things always seem to come to ahead when you least need them to. Everything little thing just seems all that much worse.

I'm reaching towards the end of my sanity in so many areas and until one of them start to align, I'm beginning to believe that nothing else will either. Totally incorrect way to think I know, but as they say, when you get on a train of thought you need to consciously choose to change.

I miss the simplicity that life used to be. The respect that younger people would have for those even just a few years older. Understanding that we all need to put our hand up and help out, even when it does inconvenience us. People recognising that when you're around others, whispering is actually very rude. People to stop thinking that it's all about them with no regard for others they are around. Selfishness is on the rise, selflessness is on the decrease. The Pharisee mentality seems to be creeping in - as long as people see all the good I do, what they don't see won't really matter ... GRRR!!!!

I'm now at the point at wanting to sit here and just cry it AAALLLLLLLL out. There's quite a lot building up but I'm holding on to the One who created me, who is the AUTHOR and FINISHER of my faith. In Him I can always trust, He will never forsake me, nor ever disappoint me.

How did I get my life to be so complicated?