A rant

So I just need to rant, a mixture of many things but mainly being tired so once it's out, I'll breathe again!!

I'm over people not understanding just how I love guest services and it's not because of me, it's because of Him - God is the one that planted this seed in me and I know that for a season this is where He wants me at. He has given me a grace to operate in this area so I'm trying my best to honour Him, obey Him and just do whatever He needs me to do to further His Kingdom.

I'm also over the fact that people choose not to understand that guest services isn't just about turning up and doing ... it's all about being and getting what needs to be done ... done! Yes it's a long day at times but I wouldn't trade it in for anything. God has chosen us for such a time as this to literally be His Hands and His Feet to bring people into His presence and to serve them, what a privilege that He knows that there is something in us that He wants to show off ... I'm always in awe of that.

And the other thing, why is that I'm always happy to stay back to wait for people to finish doing what they're doing and give them a lift or whatever, but when I'm the one that stays back to clean up or pack up, no one evens sniffs of helping out, it's always, 'ok cool, well we'll see you later when you've finished?!' Gee, I'm only one person but it'd be nice on the very off occasion that some of my so called 'friends' would just offer to stay back ... maybe I just expect to much.

When people start realising that I'm not superwoman, maybe, just maybe, I might get help because I'm getting moments of wanting it all just to go away, and this is never good!!!

xo