I am struggling at the moment, not necessarily with an important issue but it's important enough to be sending me round the crazy farm more than once??!!!
Yes, God has ultimate control and knows what is best for me so WHY???? am I trying to work it out in my own strength??!!! Ugh, super frustrating. Talk about really stretching my faith, I am totally trusting in Him and I think for one of the very few occasions in my life, I am seriously just relying on Him for the truth to be revealed (unlike some other times when I get to about 80% and then decide to go my own way?!)
I'm in knots, my mind goes spinning and I try to rationalise and then I realise that I don't need to, because no matter the outcome, God has only got the BEST in store for me. If I'm right, then totally AWESOME =) but if I'm wrong, then that's pretty cool too because I'm thinking that I have the best now but if I don't then WHOA!!! How incredible is my God??!!!
Now just a total side thing, here's a pic from our UL dinner a couple of weeks ago, my sai lo is an awesome man of God and this pic (with his finger pointing!!) is just the cutest!!
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