Where is the hole?

I merely ask where is the nearest hole that can swallow me up. Life isn't meant to be complicated nor hard, but then we humans go and make it so.
I miss my dad, wish he was here to give me a hug and tell me that everything will be ok.
Yes, my heavenly father tells me that everyday, through His creation and His Word, and even through music, but just to have someone to give me a hug which is tangible, reassuring, that's what I miss the most.
I love you dad, always will xx